Assalamualaikum
You fight to hold on and you fight to let go
At that time, you will found that change is not easy.
you need to struggle to change everything what have u did before
but remember this
what ever happen to you
u change because of Him
u should proud because God chose you
just think, u doing this because of Allah S.W.T
and InsyaAllah you can face it :)
don't ever u regret
CINTA ALLAH ADALAH CINTA SEJATI YANG KEKAL ABADI
^_^ v